I’m sitting in an airport yet again waiting for my first of two flights which will take me back to Australia. In a small part of my brain, I’m worrying if the flight will be delayed, if my baggage will come quickly, if I’ll make it through security once again in time for my second flight, if I’ll make it through customs with my double passport.
But the majority of my focus is directed towards these past 6 weeks. Or rather, focusing on not focusing on it. I can visualize the mass of emotions and memories this ‘US tour’ has both created and brought up. I know I need to process this experience and yet I feel myself shying away from it. The desire to put it all in a box to deal with later.
This whole trip has been about moving, catching up, shifting, shedding...
Crap, I’m still not ready to get a piece out about this trip. I had this grand plan of some sort of post that would be eloquent and fun and thoughtful. I’m just not ready to deal with all the emotions and memories. I am actually rather looking forward to arriving in Sydney simply so I can sit and not go anywhere. Take the time to decompress and process. I'll try and get something out afterwards.
For now I just want to thank everyone I was able to see. For the new friends I've made, the friendships I've renewed, and those that have strengthened. I'm so incredibly blessed to have each and everyone of you in my life. Thank you for making this trip so special and just what I needed. I love you all!!
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| Smores and cuddles with my little nephews |
**All pictures are property of Kira Zebroski**
Just an update: I've made it safely from WI to LAX and about to board my final flight to Sydney. It was a close call with some passport issues. Like I wasn't allowed on the plane for a bit. But all is well. ::knock on wood:: It's never a dull moment with the Monkey!! ::grin::
